DEAD
I SCREWED up my eng paper.HW???Totally u noe.Die3.Such a depressing life.bye.
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My thoughts
Lets get a few things straight shall we?*grinz at u*
1)I am NOT a minah.*repeats*NOT a minah.HAHA(bt i gt nuth aganinst them)
2)I am NOT attached nor am i a player.I think players honestly have no life aand feel insecure,hence the many gfs n boifrens.
3)I may not be pretty but im not disfigured ok?HAHA.Seriously.....
4)I weigh 94kg and am 146 cm.Does it matter when it comes to frenz? :)
5) I am REALLY nice to ppl hu r nice and have respect for others. ;)
6)Im not a saint........i make mistakes n have many regrets.
7)If ur really upset,therz always ME u can turn to.....i promiz u i'll be here okie?
8)I love to emo n be alone.I cry everynight n pray everynight cuz thats juz hw my life is. :)
9)I never ever intend to hurt anyone in any way.And if i do,im REALLY sowie.(told u im random) hehe.
10)I ALMOST never ever lose my temper.........bt u noe it like once in2yrs.........when smt has crossed the border,i lose it.Bt still,id say sorry to u.
11)Ego is a BIG culprit.
12)Never ever choose gd looking partners.They may stray away one day.:)
13)Yes,sorry mayb a difficult word to say.But once u overcome ya ego,ud be able to say it n everything'll be fine k baby? *winkx*
14)When u think ya life sux,think of ppl much worst than u.ud feel sorry for them.ive experienced it a milion times,n wen u do,also think of ppl hu went thru similar situations as u,nlearn hw they overcame it.
15)If u really need a shoulder,hand or ear.Im always here.No matter what.Black,white,brown yellow,short,fat ,tall,thin,pretty,hot and thelist goes on.BUT RMB,therz no one who's ugly in this world or worthless.We're all cut out for various purposes.We just have to search for it.LOVE ya'll. :)
huggies n smoochiez.
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:(
Zamir thinks i told shida bout smt.N i didnt at all.imean u ppl hu know me wud noe that i duno go spreading things.:(
ANyway exams r so near.DIE
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IM CRAZY!!!!!!!!
Okay......its been 6months since ive updated u darling.Anyway......loads of thangs have happened.I had fallen deeeeeeeeply in love with a super uber cute baby.And am still loving it.For the 1st time ok.So yeah congratulate me. :)N im sooo excited to stay rooted with this new found glory in my love.A bundle of joy i must say.
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smashiez
!smash was boring yet fun!I creamed n BELIEVE or NOT!!!!??????I jumped for a rock song!Yikez.Wad was wrong with me.Im kinda in a crazy mood.For the past few days.N im scared im gona do smt crazy.I already did!N i HATE ppl calling me a flirt la.Oh...........i wana beat those ppl up!!!!!gRRRRRRR!OK.BYEEEEEEE!WAIt!!!I love Freaky-z!So cute!!!!!!!!Liana n diyana.........he's mine hor.N aqueel came!!!!!!WHEEEEEE!
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Not Dead YET!
As U can see.Im not dad yet.Therz alot going on in my life now.Haha.LotSA Bad stuff happening to me rite now.1)Im sure im gonna fail shakespeare's macbeth crap.I hate him!!!2)Im becoming nasty. ;(3)Ppl dun see me as the girl i really am.They see me as sum1 hu'd satisfy their sexual needs n it frustrates me alot!!!!!!!!ISH.4)I like.............................................5)I duno.haha.SCREW M3.LOL
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death note
Hey bloggie.I missed u.Oh btw,i soo cant wait to meet the ministry's counsellor hu is suppose to make me feel better n not attempt to suicide anymore or have suicidal thots.But thats juz impossible.Cy juz said he's transferring class;.im upset.I'll miss that darlin.I m sooo over.I beg u.Any1 of u hu reads this entry.PLS suggest some painless ways to kill myself.Love.
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